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I am a 4 letter word!



Current mood:  warm
Category: Life
Corey is an ENFJ
Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging

Profile: ENFJ
Revision: 3.0
Date of Revision: 23 Feb 2005


ENFJs are the benevolent ‘pedagogues’ of humanity. They have tremendous charisma by which many are drawn into their nurturant tutelage and/or grand schemes. Many ENFJs have tremendous power to manipulate others with their phenomenal interpersonal skills and unique salesmanship. But it’s usually not meant as manipulation — ENFJs generally believe in their dreams, and see themselves as helpers and enablers, which they usually are.

ENFJs are global learners. They see the big picture. The ENFJs focus is expansive. Some can juggle an amazing number of responsibilities or projects simultaneously. Many ENFJs have tremendous entrepreneurial ability.

ENFJs are, by definition, Js, with whom we associate organization and decisiveness. But they don’t resemble the SJs or even the NTJs in organization of the environment nor occasional recalcitrance. ENFJs are organized in the arena of interpersonal affairs. Their offices may or may not be cluttered, but their conclusions (reached through feelings) about people and motives are drawn much more quickly and are more resilient than those of their NFP counterparts.

ENFJs know and appreciate people. Like most NFs, (and Feelers in general), they are apt to neglect themselves and their own needs for the needs of others. They have thinner psychological boundaries than most, and are at risk for being hurt or even abused by less sensitive people. ENFJs often take on more of the burdens of others than they can bear.

TRADEMARK: “The first shall be last”

This refers to the open-door policy of ENFJs. One ENFJ colleague always welcomes me into his office regardless of his own circumstances. If another person comes to the door, he allows them to interrupt our conversation with their need. While discussing that need, the phone rings and he stops to answer it. Others drop in with a ‘quick question.’ I finally get up, go to my office and use the call waiting feature on the telephone. When he hangs up, I have his undivided attention!

Functional Analysis:

Extraverted Feeling

Extraverted Feeling rules the ENFJ’s psyche. In the sway of this rational function, these folks are predisposed to closure in matters pertaining to people, and especially on behalf of their beloved. As extraverts, their contacts are wide ranging. Face-to-face relationships are intense, personable and warm, though they may be so infrequently achieved that intimate friendships are rare.

Introverted iNtuition

Like their INFJ cousins, ENFJs are blessed through introverted intuition with clarity of perception in the inner, unconscious world. Dominant Feeling prefers to find the silver lining in even the most beggarly perceptions of those in their expanding circle of friends and, of course, in themselves. In less balanced individuals, such mitigation of the unseemly eventually undermines the ENFJ’s integrity and frequently their good name. In healthier individuals, deft use of this awareness of the inner needs and desires of others enables this astute type to win friends, influence people, and avoid compromising entanglements.The dynamic nature of their intuition moves ENFJs from one project to another with the assurance that the next one will be perfect, or much more nearly so than the last. ENFJs are continually looking for newer and better solutions to benefit their extensive family, staff, or organization.

Extraverted Sensing

Sensing is extraverted. ENFJs can manage details, particularly those necessary to implement the prevailing vision. These data have, however, a magical flexible quality. Something to be bought can be had for a song; the same something is invaluable when it’s time to sell. (We are not certain, but we suspect that such is the influence of the primary function.) This wavering of sensory perception is made possible by the weaker and less mature status with which the tertiary is endowed.

Introverted Thinking

Introverted Thinking is least apparent and most enigmatic in this type. In fact, it often appears only when summoned by Feeling. At times only in jest, but in earnest if need be, Thinking entertains as logical only those conclusions which support Feeling’s values. Other scenarios can be shown invalid or at best significantly inferior. Such “Thinking in the service of Feeling” has the appearance of logic, but somehow it never quite adds up.

Introverted Thinking is frequently the focus of the spiritual quest of ENFJs. David’s lengthiest psalm, 119, pays it homage. “Law,” “precept,” “commandment,” “statute:” these essences of inner thinking are the mysteries of Deity for which this great Feeler’s soul searched.

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I am not who you think I am… but that isn’t a bad thing.. is it?



Category: Writing and Poetry
Corey WhimsyI have no interest in those things real – those things un real, and those that fall between the lines – i have read what was written – written past and present and that awkward area left blank for good reason -
i have lost interest….  perhaps never had a real interest in the reality of this place – in anything i could touch or taste or feel – but only those things beyond tangibilty that scrape the inner lining of meaning and scar memory – oh so gently – so permanently.
People – talk to me - maintain eye contact - I care – i have heard them – have they heard me? They maintain they have – i have said nothing – communicated only the very surface of any thought so far reaching into me like the roots of some mythical rain tree – still they speak of me with such charity – such splendor – they compliment all things i never called by my name….
who is this person – so adored – so appreciated – so loved?
Certainly – she has nothing to do with me….

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Another Self Obsessed Quiz



Current mood:  creative
Category: Quiz/Survey
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If you could live in any other place, where & why? CAHOR, FRANCE, in my castle because its a trainride from many countries and yet it is a world apart.
What animal best represents you & why? AN EAGLE (not bald though), I like to fly off and see things from a different perspective. I also like to be alone at times, enjoy a view from the top, can be a preditor when i see something i want, and am protective of what is mine. All this with class and I give a mean dirty look when  I want to.
What is the craziest thing you ever did? Truffle Hunt with a Large Hog, but recently.. i guess moving to a place i knew nothing about, making a life and having a great time at it all on my own. (well, with yod hey vav hey at my side).
If you could meet anyone, who would it be & why? G-d, but as for earth people..  I think I would like to meet Steven Spielburg, for his genius. Adrien Brody, to look into his eyes – and Oscar Wilde perhaps.. for fun.
If you could go back in time & live in any decade, which would it be & why? Early 1920′s during the rush to Hollywoodland. I would have been Theda Bara.. i mean, she wouldnt have had a chance with me in town.
If you could have any superpower what would it be? Wisdom. and then perhaps flying around. I like the idea of soaring off.
Whos is your ultimate celebrity crush? Today: Adrien Brody. Last month, the kid from Disturbia, Shia LeBouf, before that… I can’t recall. I dont stay in lust.. its usually a passing fancy.
What color best represents you? Red.
What would your life’s theme song be? It’s a Charmed Life. (everythings wild, crayola skies for a thousand miles….)
Who would you cast to play you in a movie? Ideally, Selma Hayek, but i think i would just rather play myself..
What celebrity best represents your vision of fashion? Anne Hathaway. Kate Winslet.
What would your life movie be called? Chosen.
What is the greatest music video of all time? Thriller. perhaps… I like videos with a lot of wardrobe changes though.
If you could star in any t.v. show, which one would it be? I am. It will be coming out soon, but one that is already made?  That Girl.
What vehicle best represents you? 2006 Maseradi Coupe. Not the most flashy exotic, but defintely an exotic. Sensible enough without being mundane. Tempermental, cool, intellegent, with a long history of good and bad choices.
If you could bring back 1 famous person from the dead for a day, who & why? I wouldn’t. Dead people are meant to be that way, but for practical reasons, perhaps Steve Irwin…

If you became president, what would you do first? Deal with the inequality of women in business, politcs etc..  then work on some green issues.
If you got one tattoo, what would it be? Never!
If you were on MTV’s Made, what would you ask to be? A Jazz Singer.
Who do you think is the hottest athlete? Tiger Woods. Cute and not too buffed out. Pete Sampras was here ROLO! Susan met him.
Who do you think is the hottest  actor/actress? Adrien Brody or Gerard Butler.
Who do you think is the hottest  musician/singer/rapper? Michael Buble
Who do you think is the hottest  t.v. reality star? I dont watch much actual tv…
What sport best represents you & why? Cricket.  it just prissy and yet british men love it.
What is your most missed memory of childhood? Arizona Summers. Disneyland Trips.
What is your greatestaccomplishment? Remaining true to myself in the face of so much negative energy. Forming friendships that make no sense, but are lasting.

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Ready To FALL IN LOVE Again…


corey-steven-smallerI am ready to fall in love again!
Current mood: confident
Category: Life
I was just thinking today about how you can work very hard to get somewhere you never wanted to be… a place in life that really doesn’t suit you.. although you are successfully placed… you are not fulfilled…

Maybe this is what Mary meant when she thought about returning to her former Gothic Girl Self… I don’t know.. I often think lately about the me that would spend days at a time building sets, finding props and casting parts, writing scripts and shooting scenes.. hours on my knees with all sorts of electronics, wires and mics, cameras, vcrs, tvs hooked together into a menagerie of editing and dubbing equipment that I would use to assemble a film that perhaps only a few people would ever see.

OH, how I loved it.. I loved the accidents that caused special effects i would later incorporate on purpose, I loved the running scenes over and over to get the soundtrack right and when a shot was perfect for all the wrong reasons.. the seeing my story come alive-not a page of text, but a moving object with sound and character, though sometimes the characters were all inatimate..

I think about that self suddenly empowered with my current access to highgrade film editing software, and millions of possible viewers via youtube.com, and I wonder… how did i get so far from myself… wny don’t i make films anymore?

why did i go from not understanding the word impossible.. to accepting the probable as fact? I am sure some would say this is called growing up, but when i was a kid.. well, a 13-23 year old, there was nothing but film-making.. nothing but plays, scripts, films.. writing, shooting, stomping off the set when my cast wouldn’t stop laughing during serious takes… this was life… living for the next reason to shout “Action!”

Now I get paid for creatives that help other people sell money to people who want to invest in property and have the American Dream.. it is nothing to be ashamed of… i am a home owner myself… it’s a good business and i am glad to do well at something still so fundamentally creative.. but it doesn’t fill that hole in my heart… it doesn’t feel the way the story does.. coming out of me, onto paper.. onto celluloid.. onto youtube?

There is a basic argument here. I was in an investment seminar recently.. talking stocks and bonds and 401k retirement funds… and it hit me.. i am on this road.. to a safe and plotted life.. work hard, save money, build equity, buy an investment property, get married, have kids, get old.. etc… granted, i support my family, eat very finely, drink even better and party well… a girl has to have some fun… but still… will i ever have a better shot at returning to myself… is the time coming to make the change?

the other road is un-sure.. no steady income, no guaranteed security… can you even pay your mortgage and buy way too many pairs of designer shoes (current count about 200)

and the real question.. can i have both?

I am willing to try…. i want my passion back.. i want to fall in love again… i want the thrill of the story back in my blood, i want to chase that perfect plot line and do more than dream about that Oscar…

Ok.. I talked me into it… ACTION!

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Another Quiz Where I Tell You Things You Don’t Care To Know…



Category: Quiz/Survey

Okay so I’m not really listening to new Interpol but I’ve got it on pre-order YAY! July10TH!!!
Current mood:  excited
Category: Quiz/Survey

1. If your doctor said you were pregnant, what would you say?
Man, all of the pain and none of the gain?

2. Do you trust all of your friends?
nope

3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
yes, or just for the right job opportunity

4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
Not really…  then again… yes..  it works its way into the puzzle

5. Are you fat?
Not really…  i have hump and lumps.. but they are where they are supposed to be

6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best friend?
wouldnt they already be my best friend in that case….

7.When was the last time you snuck out?
I own my own place with no one to run me but Pearl.. no need for sneakin…

8. Are you afraid of falling in love?
No.. i am afraid of not falling in love…  i never met a person who inspired such a feeling… not for real – aside from my Niece whom i am absolutely in love with… she is the most amazing person…

9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?
Yes, but i wish to be rid of them

10. Would you stop talking to your friends because you hooked up with a new boy/girl? For no reason…

11. When was the last time you flew in a plane?
Last week.. Orlando, Conference

12. What was the last text message you sent?
I like em older with funds… in response to “what is your type?”

13. What features do you find most attractive in the opposite sex?
Smarts, Witt, Success, Wisdom, and confidence

15. What are your goals in life?
Owning my own business… being independant…  selling a screenplay

16. What can you tell about a person by kissing them?
If they have are worth my time…

17. When you get married, how would you envision your dream wedding?
Me, another person (presumably the groom) someone with the power to marry us and a large body of water…

18. If you could say just one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?and how does that make you feel?

19. If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended time, who would you want to see?
My family

20. How many kids do you want to have?
One

21. Would you make a good parent?
Of course.. i already make a great auntie shaneenee

22. Where was your default pic taken?
Infront of our house in Rialto

23. What is your middle name?
Tess (though my mom says that is my whole name, Corey Tess)

24. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
currently i have a little crush on someone way too young for me.. but it will pass in about 3 or 4 more days…

27. What’s on your mind right now?
Getting back to work, getting back to screenwriting… seeing my niece

28. Are you musical?
I just sang kareoke! oh yes

29. If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?
I would have spent more time devoted to dance, art and drama seriously..

30. Worst thing someone’s done to you?
make me believe they were in dire emptional need, when really they were just trying to get in my pants…

31. What annoys you most?
nasty boys

32. Righty or lefty?
right

33. Can you make a dollar in change right now?
sure… but what good is a dollar?


34. Best place to go for a date?
Monte Carlo

35. Favorite jeans?
The ones with the glittery butterfly on the butt

36. Favorite number?
1 million

37. Favorite animal?
Pearl

38. Favorite month?
May (my birthday!)

39. Favorite juice?
Pomegranite

40. Ever had the chicken pox?
yup.. mary and i had them together

41. Have you had a sore throat?
yes.. who cares.. dumb question

42. Who knows you the best?
G-d….  my Mom

43. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
nope

44. Do you get along with your family?
all the time

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TOKI DOKI & MISS VAN


ffFornarina has picked Toki up for their new collection.

I am anxiously awaiting the arrival of Miss Van (the french street artist) to show up in their collection… rumor has it… this will happen this Summer!

Woo Hoo! http://www.fornarina.com/

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